~bluefish01

Yeah it's been about a month since my last post and things have taken a major dive. Long story short, I feel little joy in my life any more. Long story long....hmmm where to begin? Ah yes the Fatherland, once again my father feels the need to (try to) talk me out of my own god damn choices again. This time he thinks the courses I've picked for my level 3 year will be "to challenging", because my dipshit stepsister did bad in psychology (I picked that course). As I was telling him I know what I'm doing (despite all to popular belief) Elizabitch decides that she has a say in my life and interjects to support my father. Being as polite as I could be (cold shoulder at nicest), I continued on. Annoyed that some one questioned her iron fist she left the room in a storm. I was then given an hour long lecture on how "she feeds and cares for me" and "deserves respect" isn't the old proverb "give respect to get it"? And considering the way I'm treated I think it would appropriate to break their necks but oh well.

Anyways, that was just the prelude to my current mood. My current situation is that no matter what happens, it feels like everyone is beating up on me. All my friends, my family, my girlfriend, it feels like everyone is on my case about something. Like everything I say, do or think is wrong. Anyways, humanity is making me sick again, I don't want to really deal with anybody but I know I have to so I'll just shut up and live with it. I'll do what everyone wanted me to do in the first place.

Still here? I thank any of you for caring.